i found you
in the back of my mindnot a snob not a coward no false euphoria
you stand in blue and
my whole being aches of bells
your a jazz band outside the graveyard
catching happiness in an atomic beat
easing the moan down to her bed
forgotten the hell that is
forever
please keep please give please
stay
here
we’re only starving and civil and lazy morning sad
at the crossroads swinging
selling mystery
under the fence








